Friday, February 18, 2011

The Weight Rant

So I’m pretty sure no one really uses this anymore… or reads mine. But that’s ok b/c I’m going to go on this rant that everyone gets annoyed by. The Weight Rant.

I’m really trying to make myself want to try. I just don’t get how anyone can really will themselves to want to work out. I can eat right or just not eat but then when I go out with people all that go out the window and I pig out on crap food. AND since I never exercise I’ll stay the same then blow up! Then gradually get down to my ‘maintained’ weight until I pig out again. It’s disgusting… BUT I really, freaking seriously want to be under 200 lbs my by birthday. Like for freaking real. I WANT IT SOOOO BAD!

So since I’ve procrastinated this redundant New Years resolution for so long I have two months less time to do it in which means I have to work that much harder… The only good thing is that it works out to still be a reasonable amount of weekly weight loss I just have to be consistent. I can’t have a slack week where I loose nothing. That would BLOW everything… So this is me started over for the 18th million time. I’m going to do this time this. I’m going to be at least 199 by my 25th birthday. Mark. My. Word.